11/21/2025

so hungry.................hoping the lunch isnt as shit as always..........Anyways, I'm just here to say a couple of stuff before I update later (because I shipped my shit out and it turned out to be ~$70 for shipping, hoping it included the tariffs because it sys it cleared customs just fine - though I will have to pick my stuff up at the post office since they need a signiture for it - probably because the whole haul is worth almost $200 but it's fine as long as my shit is in there nice and safely)

Okay, first, I haven't been updating a lot since I have no motivation to draw, got my pc like 2 weeks ago now and have just been watching BSD, TV S2, and playing VTSOM :333333.... Also I am honestly lazy ASF so... theres an addition to it. Anyways, uhmmmmmmmmmm idk............... i really just have no reason to continue this other than as one of those "projects i said i would finish but never ended up finishing them". this for the most part is just a rant before i share andrate the items i got later. uh i did not include my john stuff nor my bl book bc i thought i woulve arrived whenn they were here, and also my parents woul want to se what I got. Never mentioned this, but my parents are (semi) homophobic ( well, at least my mom is, my dad dgf tbh) so I knew they'd question it ;((((.

Uh, anyways, I'll try to see what I can do for this website. I'm still stupid asf and still have no motivation to do shit so, yeah, I'll just enjoy life ig.

12/4/2025

I'm alive, yay!!! Um I'm really just here to update how the past like....2 weeks? have gone for me because semi-monthly updates are not working so yeah //_^!! Uh, I forgot to update about my package that night because:

So yeah.... also I had too much fun doing NOTHING!! at home since I can't work anymore. Uh, my little "side hussle" started asking for stuff and my parents told me I can't go anymore so.... no more money!!! (JK I'm still getting a small...bi-weekly? monthly? allowence or sum, uh..yeah, but I don't think I'll be getting as much as before so I can only save up for preorders now haha...) Which really sucks cuz I'm trying to buy my sister something and being on a tight budget is not helping //_>!!

Also, I was busy watching like a million animes while my cousin was here. She had this brillant idea of choosing like 15+ animes and spinning a wheel to deside which one we should watch. We ended up watching and rating the ones we watched: a GL ver of Given, never finished watching the ep, but was cute [Whisper me a love song - (my) rate: 9/10], this hotel death anime [Tasokure Hotel - rate: 10/10] and this one that had a really cute cover, but really ened up clickbaiting us and was honestly really fucking boring, we were trying to intertain ourselves by making fun of the MC, but the little character was really cute ig...[Kinoko Inu - rate: 2.5/10) and a sanrio one that we also got clickbaited on cuz we thought it'd be cute, it was! but it was SO BORING OMGGGGGG we couldn't keep watching for more than 15 minutes [Sugar Bunnies Flur - 1/10]. (Btw 1st pic is the GL, 2nd is the hotel one ;p)

Overall, all the ones we ended up watching that night were lowkey hit or miss tbh. Also, we went to go see a very bright house a took pictures!! (only have 1 currently):

Also, my items!! I did end up buying something for my cousin and my sister, though, I did not include them in the whole lot of items.

I brought my sister a bulk of skz stuff (cuz she asked me to) and also brought my cousin some bsd stuff as a gift :3. Also, while they were here, I reorganized my stuff and made one shelf specifically for (most of) the cinnamoroll stuff I have (excluding plushies and bags). I am going to redo another shelf when I finish all my hauls this month :3333 (Hint hint: books)

Also I've been busy noting down which doujins I want to get and there are a total of ~20 books noted down, but in total of every books I've noted, it is a total of 359 books in the ~85 pages I've looked through. There are 190+ pages I have to look through, though I am down to only ~100 pages so YAY!! Only a couple of them are currently offsale (additionally the ones I really wanted)

I feel like I have WAYYYYYY to much free time on my hands, ugh I really need to start doing stuff other than this bro omg this is actually bad ;q;. Anyways, moving on to some other things I've seen recently haha.... First of all, HOLY SHIT I'M SO MADDDDDD I was finally able to find the Manner badge I've been wanting for so long now (and it's so rare ughhhhh!!! one of my grails honeslty) and IT'S A FUCKING AUCTION NOOOOO. Worst part is that my proxy doesn't let me bet on Mercari goods so... :( I'll have to find it some other time *sighhhhh*. It pissed me off a bit, but the badge is very VERY small (one of those 32-44mm ones), so compared to the regular badges, it isn't that big of a deal. Um, thing is, Manner has BARELY any merch, similar to Sanzu - though compared to her, it is easier to get my hands on her items than his - who also has some merch too. I already have some of her items though, but I dont have any for Manner so yeah 💔.

Moving on, there are some other things I've seen recently like a film..? being made based around this one doujin book. I've never heard of it, but it appeared on my twitter timeline (my side account) and I've been thinking about it recently because it releases on the 21st(jp time)/~20th over here in the Americans (probably) so I'm looking foward to that this month. Another exhibition for TV is happening in May 2026!!! Oh, how I wish I could go man, I really want to see the big John plushie they had in the August one. But, I think a S3 may be in the works (manifesting) since the exhibition is happening soon and also because volume 26 is in the works!!! It is up on the offical Akira website so I'll try to get my hands on it through preorders (not trying to buy it off someone else haha).

I FORGOT TO SAY THIS, IMORTALITY S5 ON ~20/19th YEAHHHH!! I literally CANNOT wait to shit on every single character once it comes out!!!

Also, Wrapped Time!!!! Yippie!!! Isn't anyone else so excited about it?????????? (Jk I'm never not)

Poooowee man, mine is okay I guess. Geez, I mean I was like "either Polmarteri or Paedem is taking the top artist award this year", but it was kinda expected since I had been listening to them WAYYYY before Paedem came along to hypnotise me with 2 of his songs ("On the Needle" & "[someother song]") but 3/5 of my top songs are from Polmateri so yeah, I'm not really surprised about it. Also, I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! NILFRUITS IS ALWAYS 3RD UGHHHHH - okay, for refrence, in 2023, he was 3rd in my top artists (the "FRUITAGE" album was super good omg I'm getting my hands on it one day or another UGHHHH). Anyways, my top album of the year is NOMAN (by NILFRUITS) which... I think is incorrect because I only listen to NIL every like 4 months... or when he starts posting music- ohhhhh... I started listening to him again back in august/september because A. I really love his music and B. He released a song on my birthday again YAY!!!

Also, I really LOVE NOMAN because it has literally all his best songs on there (other than Kilmer... I really hate that song,,, okay not really, but I just feel like there are better songs out there for people to chose from, but who am I to talk when I have some of the worst choices ever). Anyways, polmateri still posting bangers so YEAHHHH!!! Their new songs, "Ствол" and "ВСЕ БУДЕТ ТАК" are sooooooooo goood omg especially Все, that song is good and I really like how they were able in incorperate "позорник" into it :333.

I think I have improved in my music taste over the years though, thanks to my sister listening to a lot of panic, meleanie...and k-pop back in 2017-2019, will never forget the day she introduced me to Miroh back in 2019, so fun ;w;!! Anyways, uh, back to my wrapped, I think they were okay, I've always been in Vocaloid and even my sister was in it back then too (though, she did leave it behind back in mid 2020). I only got into vocaloid around 2017-18 with GHOST and their release of "Spider on The Wall" w/ IA. I don't remember when I first heard of vocaloid because they were all those underground vocaloids you never hear. Like MIKI!!!! OMG I LOVEEE HER!! I only found out about her SV voicebank on monday (12/8) and O.M.GG her vocals are actually sooooo goood, like I'm so sad that majority of people will miss out on her like they did with Neko... though I have heard that people only skip out on certain vocaloids and their voicebanks because they are either to difficult to tune or.. for whatever reason honestly. If I had to be honest, I think it's that there are a lot of vocal banks out there to play with, and with many of them getting different SV and V3-4-5 versions, I wouldn't be surprised if that's the reason that people miss out on them. It could also be that the advertising for those vocals aren't the best either, but who am I to say? I'm just someone who is super invested in learning about all of them after I found out about MFC after all haha!!

MFC is insane guys, don't ever hop on that website. Even if most of the people on the website are great and super helpful, some others will just end up asking the most humanly stupid questions ever and will literally make you fell like you are going insane and everything. HAHA I FEEL SO GREAT!.... Back to my Wrapped FR THIS TIME. I do have the picutures of my past wraps, all the way back to 2021!!! I have included the pictures to have a more visual picture of what I will be talking about :I

(1. Wrapped 2024 / 2. Wrapped 2023 / 3. Left - 2022 | Right - 2021)